Confusing…

Today was horrible day… Actually, it’s not only today. I’m so tired now because my school… I’m so tired, angry and confusing.

In Finnish school, we can choose classes. 1 lesson is 75 minutes. Ordinarily, we choose 6 courses and 18 lessons in a week. This period, exchange students couldn’t choose. Next period will start in October so we can choose next!

In this period, I don’t have my favorite courses. I prefer history, biology and art. And I don’t like math, English and gym. Unfortunately I have math, English, music and 2 gym classes. My problem is the class spend so much time. Japanese school’s lesson is 50 minutes but Finnish one is longer. I have two gym courses so I have 6 lesson in a week. My hope is music class but, other exchange students have same music class.

Today’s gym classes were horrible. First lesson is only running stairs in outside. My legs were shaking… Second one is mussels training. I used every mussels… I don’t have my favorite class, gym was horrible, music class is alone. I really hope to have my favorite class next period but, I can’t use my student username and password. I could use before and other exchange students can use now. I guess the teacher made mistake. Some exchange students went back from Finland, so maybe teacher misunderstood me. I know it will be work but I really hate this period so I am so sad… I tried to consult with the teacher but she isn’t today… Everything doesn’t work and also my body was so so tired.

I am so embarrass because I couldn’t smile and laugh well. Maybe someone worried about me. I am fine inside but I realized if our body doesn’t work, we cannot do everything. It’s so sad. And also physical damage connect to negative. I want to be positive!

I hope to everything will work. I don’t want to waste the time!!!